When a friend or loved one commits suicide, the flood of emotions, regrets and fears can be more than one person can know how to bear. Loved ones need love, support, listening ears, space, time, and spiritual guidance after someone close commits suicide.
In my work with clients, I have experienced a variety of reasons that clients have needed healing after a loved one committed suicide or died from natural causes. Although I never set out to be a medium, I have found that Archangel Michael and Archangel Raphael have enabled me to serve as a medium for the purpose of healing, both for the client, and also for the loved one who passed on.
This healing for both the deceased and the client or clients has happened a number of ways. While I have served as a healing medium now for a number of years, I first began with a little resistance and a lot of doubts. Then, I realized that, as a healer, whatever my clients need for their own healing dictates how I need to serve.
A few years ago, a middle-aged woman began to see me for healing with some relationship issues. During one of the healing and life coaching sessions, she shared that her brother had committed suicide after disappearing long ago, under mysterious circumstances. While she was growing up, her mother had often threatened to commit suicide. The family legacy of the intention of suicide was clear, leaving negative emotional imprints on every generation.
The client asked me to channel her brother, or to find out what happened with him. I was new to this process and felt pretty insecure and doubted myself a lot, but we got results or answers that seemed to satisfy her.
That was all and well, except that emotional energy pattern of suicide still ran through her family, because it had not yet been cleared. There was also a history of interfering negative energy in their family interjected by a person who had inserted themselves into a relationship with a family member. This other person had engaged in energetic attacks on the family and their home. I had not been invited to clear the negative energy in the home, so it still remained.
Unfortunately, the woman contacted me out of the blue about one year later, in terrible distress because her 24-year-old son had just committed suicide in his bedroom in their family home. She asked me to meet with her and her two daughters to channel her son. I agreed.
I believe it was later that same day that we gathered in Washington, DC. We spoke about her son who was gone: a positive, smart, capable, handsome, kind young man who got depressed and withdrawn, and spent too much time in his bedroom that seemed to have a lot of dark energy. The parents found him. They were distraught, and the mom, my client, was desperate to connect with him.
So, I prayed, and then asked Archangel Michael to open a channel to the young man’s soul. I sensed that Archangel Michael did so, and that the young man’s soul was present to us. I asked for a sign, and saw some keys dangling in front of me in my mind’s eye.
I thought to myself, “I can’t ask this distraught mother if keys were important to her son.” But then, I “saw” the young man stick his finger through the keys and twirl them on his finger.
So, I asked my client if her son liked keys, and if he liked to swing them around his finger. She answered, “Oh, yes! He loved keys, and would swing them on his finger. He always loved keys – when he was a toddler, he had a big bunch of keys he would carry around. Just last week, he rearranged my keys on my key ring and added a red heart.”
So, I said, “I believe he is with us,” and explained what he had shown me.
I then channeled him, with tears pouring down my cheeks from the emotion coming through from him. He kept apologizing to his mom through me. He realized immediately that he had made a mistake. And right away, he chose to serve the light on the other side, the astral/heavenly realms. He decided to work off his karma by helping lost souls on the other side. He was clearly surrounded by and protected by angels.
His mom and sisters felt reassured, of course. I felt overwhelmed by the deep and touching emotions and extremely grateful to be part of this healing process.
Perhaps six months later, the mother got in touch with me again. She and her husband had moved to California, in part to get away from the house where their son had died. Now, their other son was struggling and needed help; he also lived in California, so we connected by phone.
The other son worked with me just a little bit. He seemed very stuck on negative outlooks. He was not very open to changing his perspective or having faith that the universe could work things out with him and for him. He was very unhappy, and had a low opinion of himself. He stopped working with me, which was, in my opinion, a regrettable choice, especially since he had not tried energy healing/distance healing.
Just yesterday, the woman reached out to me by text to say that this older son died the day before of an accidental overdose of opioids. She sent me photos and I texted back-and-forth with her for awhile to support her in her grief. She asked if I could do a session by phone with her and her daughters to channel this son from the other side. I agreed.
Being a minister, I felt I had to pray for the soul of her son as soon as possible, especially because I had another client to see first before I could do the session with the grieving mom.
When I prayed for this young man who just died, I did not ask for Archangel Michael to open a channel, so I felt really surprised when I “saw” him, in a heavenly realm, surrounded by angels glowing brightly with white light. He seemed to shy away from the angels, and somehow I knew that he felt unworthy to be with them.
Then, in my mind’s eye, his younger brother who had committed suicide appeared glowing brightly with white light like the angels. The younger brother gave the brother who had just died a big hug. The older brother stayed in the hug for a bit, and then drew back, saying, “I’m not worthy. I’m not good enough.”
I realized that if he didn’t heal that thought, he would end up spending who knows how long in a lower-vibration realm, until he would let himself be drawn back to the light. I asked how we could help him heal, and it came to me to have the mom and the sisters and I pray the Hawaiian Prayer to heal that thought pattern/energy vibration: “I am unworthy/not good enough.”
Later that day, when we did the conference call together, the mom, the two daughters and I, I first listened as a devastated mother grieved and talked about the second son that she had lost. I asked her questions about how it happened. Then, I checked in on the daughters, and questioned one, knowing that she needed to be encouraged to grow emotionally through this experience so that she could heal also.
After focusing on them, I shared with them what had happened when I prayed. I asked them to tell me I was wrong about what I had heard the older brother say about being unworthy. I really wanted to be wrong for his sake. However, all three women affirmed that that is exactly what he would have said.
So, I shared with them the idea that came to me about using the Hawaiian Prayer to help him heal. They all three agreed. It took me awhile to clarify how we needed to do it, the philosophy and spirituality of the Hawaiian Prayer, and how to “aim” it in this situation.
Then, I asked if they would like me to ask the archangels to open a channel for healing the son/brother while we prayed the prayer. The mom immediately jumped in with a resounding “yes.”
So, I asked them to wait while I prayed and asked Archangel Michael to help. I ended up asking both Archangel Michael and Archangel Raphael (the archangel of healing) to open a channel of healing between me and the son, and also between the mother and sisters and the son/brother who needed healing. then I asked for a sign that the channel was open.
Immediately, I “saw” in my mind’s eye the two brothers seated on a square white rug, with the emptiness of astral space all around them. The two young men were sitting cross-legged on the rug, and my vision was mostly drawn to the one who had committed suicide years ago and who was serving the light. His arms were crossed, and he told me they were having a competition to see who was most stubborn to stay there until they worked this out. He said they were “having a contest.”
So, I asked the mom and sisters if the two brothers would be likely to be competing with each other, and if they would have a contest between them. All three affirmed that they would be likely to be competing and having a contest with each other. I reassured them that we had a sign of the healing channel being open by sharing what I had seen and heard.
I then suggested that we “pray” the Hawaiian Prayer for five minutes, and said I would check in at that point. We prayed, and when I had finished, I asked again for a sign of how the two sons/brothers were doing.
I saw them standing up together this time, and the son who had just died was so much better and happier. He was realizing that the thought of being unworthy was just a thought pattern in the family, and that it didn’t belong to him. He let it go. I was amazed that he had healed so quickly, but of course, he had angels and his brother with him and all four of us back down on earth.
The mother had mentioned to me that the father had decided to be like Buddha, and to break the cycle of rebirth. The brothers were aware of this, and immediately shifted together to seeking to serve the light to go beyond rebirth. They both immediately realized that they needed to help other people find the light in order to break the karmic cycle of rebirth.
Then, I saw the two brothers holding “flashlights” and aiming them down at earth to shine light on their mother, father, and sisters. I even saw a spotlight of light hitting the earth. They were like cute little boys playing happily with the light.
I checked the time on my phone, and discovered it had been exactly five minutes. So, I checked in with the women, and told them about the sign I had received. I then asked if the boys had liked flashlights. The mom enthusiastically confirmed that they had played with flashlights together as little boys.
So, we had received two signs that the brothers, in heaven, were healing together, and were now serving the light. First, we received the “contest” between them, and then them shining flashlights down to earth to share the light of heaven with their family.
How amazing, healing, and transforming a story! What a joy it is working with this family, that is so committed to healing, to love, to finding and serving the light!
May we all heal, love, and find and serve the light as well!
Love and Light,
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